Monday, July 9, 2012

the memories


regret that i didn't write much blog when i was in uk
and feel great too that at least i got wrote some blogs in uk
that few months is my best memories
that i will never forget
really a bitter sweet summer
i always read back the blog i wrote during that 4 months
and thinking that,
isn't i got another chance to go there again?
and that time might not have the great 9ppls gang
no good caring from mr.tang
no weekend trip every single weeks

life.
wish to earn more
or have to be distinct
then earn again
save more?
earn to save more? or?
many question mark

hope my life is as simple as
earning 
and
travelling

hahaha. okies, that's my wishes btw.
goodnight world
and gonna fight for tmr again!
fighting!

Saturday, July 7, 2012

未知数


工作进入第8个月
终于 拿到了名片
对我来说 是不好的开始
更少的私人空间 更多的麻烦
也许 我还在很努力的享受这份工作吧

工作超级忙 忙碌很爽 因为感觉充实
但是忙碌也会很麻木 因为跟时间赛跑
忙碌也会很压力 时间不是最大的问题 问题是自己的自信到哪里

我还在考虑 我的未来是否真的就一辈子踏进这一行
这机率是十分高 但是还是在考虑的状态
下一步 影响着的很大

公司最近人心惶惶
又有2个同事辞职了
其中一个离开 对我的打击 或是说对我的影响很大
所以 刚知道的时候不能接受
现在一个星期了 不接受 也得接受
也很想认命了

人生
好多的未知数
明天 明年 三年 五年
是如何 真的好难计划